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Grown Tired

by idle threat

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1.
Fathers 02:32
Since you left, things haven't been the same All I have is this picture of your face The one I used to see out in the crowd And I could tell by the look in your eyes I knew you were proud Every moment we spent together Lumps up inside my throat I'll have your memory forever And I'll never let it go I'll have your memory forever And I won't ever let it go One day I'll be with you forever And I will never let you go I will be left with you in my mind Trying to find what you left behind
2.
Wrong 05:43
I swear I know myself Better than I sing about in my songs But I was wrong I swear I’m not afraid To try and fail But I was wrong My whole life has been a vicious cycle Of trying to convince myself I’m right I will not run, I cannot run From the failures that tell me otherwise All I am and all I’ve done will go away in the end Empty words and empty thoughts Have become my only friends Everything that I’ve ever done Means nothing when I am gone Why should I care? While I’m still here With this pressure building up inside my lungs When I die I hope that my life wasn’t just a trend An empty tomb, an empty grave Has become my greatest friend I swear I know myself Better than I sing about in my songs But I was wrong (I was wrong all along) I swear I’m not afraid To try and fail But I was wrong (I was wrong all along)
3.
Ghost 03:36
I’ve always known you’re there But I just feel alone I’ve never felt so cold I’ve never been alone This ghost haunts me below While the weight of all my bones Just grows And time, it moves so slow I’ve become what I know I’m a stranger to myself I never see myself getting out Of this mess I’ve made I’m never coming home I’ve never felt at home
4.
Colorblind 04:01
I’ve lost my will to kill The things that are holding me back Now I just sit still And don’t even try to fight back Will I be left with the world? Or will I be dead to myself? Trapped inside of these four walls I have built And I am to blame They’re closing in on me I am to blame I don’t know if my initial intentions were pure But I am sure that I never meant For these colors to fade and forget my own name While I push through the pain I am afraid that I will never change I am afraid that I can’t escape I need you to take my place
5.
I tried so hard to discover The meaning behind my fragile life Spent all my days and countless nights Searching for things to bring me peace My restless thoughts and shaking hands Clinging to lies with a relentless grip Been on my own since I was a young kid Forced to press on despite all of this I told myself there was no God And I believed that they were wrong I was so jaded, so filled with hatred That I could not see the walls that I put up I found the door, but had no key I lost myself, I had nothing I tried so hard to fill the void But came up short, which brought me here He said the older I get the harder that it is For me to wrap my mind around a God that exists I tried to win the race, was met with ignorance That led me down this road marked by repentance It’s all so clear now (It’s all so clear) I don’t care what you’ve done I don’t care where you’ve been I was there with you then And I won’t leave you now
6.
Grown Tired 03:50
I believed you, I still believe you Sometimes I don’t know what I’m doing here I believed you, I still believe you Sometimes it feels like I’m wasting my years I believed you, I still believe you Lower your weapons, I’ve got grace in my lungs Though night has fallen I will not reap any consequences I toss and turn from all these songs that I’ve sung My eyes are growing heavy, help me make it to tomorrow My eyes are now wide open To the things that I can’t see My ears are listening closely To the words You spoke to me My voice, it cries out loudly And I can hardly breathe My legs are growing tired And my feet are failing me

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released August 21, 2016

Songs written and performed by:
Ernie Fabian (guitar and vocals)
Justin Jones (drums)
Zeke McKinney (bass and vocals)
Connor Barnes (guitar)

Recorded by Mat Poole at Lux Sonas Recordings
Mixed/Mastered by Tate Mercer at Forty-One Fifteen

Artwork by Evan Goen and Keith Patterson

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